4.4.10

A personal belief

I have felt Susan Tutles truths pretty much sais it all.
I am all for her Truths!
I believe Susan is a good example of how to use and cherish a life!

But... I have not been quite content for my own part.
I have been carrying around this little treasured piece
that I have not understood how to handle -
where to place.
The little piece has not let go of me
it has kept nagging for my attention.
I have longed for getting a place for it.
Longed for pease.

I believe in the good.
I believe in something caring for me.
I believe in something carrying me
when I have no strength.
And I believe most of us do feel this - this loving power.

What more do I need to know??

I call what I believe in - God.
(Well, I call it him too... although that term is not important to me)

He is big as universe
He is eternal - with no end.
He just is!

He has reached out his arms.
I can rest in them safe as a little baby.

I believe in no end
allthough I know
that we will leave our bodies at one point
and we will leave time.

I have found the place for my little piece now!
It is my personal belief that my door to eternity
will be held open by Jesus Christ
as I pass through it saying "Thank you".
(My personal belief is that nothing else can open it)

There are a million things
I don´t understand
nor can figure out.
But it doesn´t matter anymore.
I won´t worry about it.

I´ll hold on to my personal belief in my "dooropener"
and will rest in that.

I ambrace all the beautiful, sparkling truths
and will leave all that comfuses me for now...

4 comments:

christianne said...

Olga, you are so beautiful and with such a sweet, beautiful soul! This post really moved me. I'm so glad you've found the peace you were seeking in Jesus. The arms of Jesus are strong and all-encompassing. I love that he can hold everything -- EVERYTHING!

Thank you for your sweetness on my blog today, and for sharing it with your visitors here. I'm so curious to know how you found me! But I'm glad we've found each other now.

Peace to you,
Christianne xoxo

Brigida said...

Dear Olga,
I posted a comment to your blog yesterday. My name is Brigida. This is exciting to me to read your comments. I agree with you about God and I believe in the strong arms of Jesus. Also, I like your paintings. Thanks for reading.

Anonymous said...

Brigida!
I enjoyed hearing from you yesterday... and today! I am bizier than ever these days working on a big photoexhibiton. Everything should be ready within a month. So I will not be blogging for a while... but I´ld love to keep i touch!

/Olga

Brigida said...

Dear Olga,
Thank you for your lovely reply! I want to tell you that you are a very gifted artist and I love your photography as well as your portrait paintings.