30.9.10

In search for companions and The Purpose

Persistant is a lovely word!
I think I may be that (in many but not in all ways).
But there is another word that I am searching for
a quality I would love to have...

I am pretty carefree.
In times that is a strength.
But even more so I admire people that are not.
I like folks who put lots of care into things!

Now what is that word I am searching for???

Well anyway, do you know what I would LOVE?
I would love having a buisness/company
together with a handful of people
that all strive for the
same goal!

We should together cover many good qualities
that a successfull company needs.
(just as these fellows are good at different tasks)
Together we would be strong.

I don´t know what our company is doing
but it works artisticly.
It works with beauty.
It is a company that makes a difference.
Somehow it is feeding peoples souls...

We would all work purposefully and persistantly
with lots of joy!
We will all love going to work
and we will all feel very engaged in our endeavours.
What we do is meaningful.

And there are some peolple I have in mind
that would sute great for this (whatever "this" is)
People that are more practical than I.
People that are GOOD at answerig and at talking and at being nice.
People that are more orderly than I am.
People that are quicker and more energetic than I.
(Kolla här!)

I like what I am doing now as well.
But still - what a dream it would be to have working companions!
Together we would be so much stronger.
Together we could do greater things.
And have more fun.

Every little piece in the buisness should be well thought throu.

The pictures above
are from Noaks kindergarden.
It is the BEST!!!

It is a small place; 35 kids divided into six groups of mixed ages.
Most children goes home like Noak at two.
It is calm, peaceful and kind
with a beautiful garden.
With two hens and a cock.
With a little "round" house in wich
they sit on chilly rainy, days
around a fire drinking their tea.

This evening I will start reading a book
together with some people
dealing with "the purpuse of you your life".
That will be good.
Hopefully even these thoughts
will become clearer in the process...


My man is ironing clothes now
He was about to make a new song
as I came back home.
He could not continue
what he was doing
having another person in the appartment.
I interrupted him in his process.

So, he is ironing clothes now instead
in the sunny livingroom...

28.9.10


I AM VERY PROUD AND HAPPY
...to say that yesterday I was "a good mother"!
We started some weeks ago my son and I
talking about making a little house for him above his bed.
I made drawings on how to do it in the best way.
My little boy needs challanges and interresting things to do.
I have not been good enough at offering him this, I feel.
But yesterday was the big day when we finally
bought the material we need for it.
After he comes home from kindergarden today
he will attend "moms building school"
and we will start building it together!

MY COMMISSION RIGHT NOW
...is a private one.
A very special task, indeed.
A lovely man called me up this summer
asking if I could paint his wife.
His wife had recently passed away
and he wanted her portrait in their home.
We got together and talked about it.
I saw pictures of her. Many pictures but not one that was really good.
By being in their home I got a feeling for the ones that inhabitaded it.
I got a feeling for her.
He toled me about her.
I feel I know her a bit now.
By energy gained throught his and mine conversations
and by putting four different picures together
I have come up with a picture to work from.
Now, all that remains is the job of painting this beautiful lady.

A PICTURE FROM MY DESK
Also the picture I use on my computers screen
since I reinstalled everything after a crash some weeks ago.
Much was lost in the crash.
It felt like a fresh start
to start over with a clean, blank computer!

13.9.10


I´ld say Stockholm is nice
This is where I am fortunate to live.
I wouldn´t call it my town -
I was borned and risen elsewhere
and I live not within the actual city
but in a gray suburb.
But this is my capitol
wich I am proud of!

I want to share it with you.

From time to time I will add things
about Stockholm wich I like
to this post.

Enjoy!




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