Söker jobb

Skickade ansökan i dag
till stadsteatern om jobb som grafisk formgivare.
Man vet ju aldrig...



Efter anställningsintervju i Örebro
och tre veckors väntan
fick jag beked att jag inte får jobb till hösten som skolfotograf.
Han skrev:

"Hej Olga, Tack för din starka intresse,
Det som blev avgörande för din del blev helt enkelt att den andra kandidaten hade skolfoto erfarenhet många år från annat företag som vi avvägde. Som sagt du var och är en intressant kandidat för oss som tyvärr hamnade i andra hand. Blir det avhopp är det du som kommer i första hand som jag hör av mig till.
Tack ännu en gång för dit intresse och välkommen åter även nästa år då vi söker fotografer."

P.S.
Någon vecka senare ringde chefen upp mig och bad mig fotografera för dem. Men då hade jag tyvärr inte möjlighet då jag bl.a. hunnit få två porträtt uppdrag (målningar) samt ett bokuppdrag (fotografering/formgivning).

Hello,
I just fell in love with a book.
It shows pictures by photographer Hans Silvester
taken of beautiful people in two east African tribes;
The Surma and the Mursi tribes.

They live in the floorishing Omo valley
(Ethiopia, Sudan and Kenya)

These pictures do not reflect the true beauty of this stunning book.
It´just a vague hint...

Also, see here and here and here

Listen
to this!

And I whisper

The sun has been
lightening up my soul
and warming our land
for many, many days.

I sit at the table
with a sence of
contentment and peace
and with a sense of quiet excitement
that softly fills my body.

The trees are turning green.
In the evening the children play in the garden.

And I whisper thankyou
to the one who gives life.

Happy spring to YOU!

Proverb 10:10

The Ballance
Some of us struggle
too loosen up
and
not to be so very orderly,
while some of us
fight to achieve better order
to survive.

I found something I liked here

It is a chain.

No, it is not my fault.
No, it is not your fault.
Is it their fault?

No.

What I do is a chainreaction
to what others
have "done to me".

What you do is a chainreaction
of what others have
"done to you".

And what they do,
or did,
has its explonation
somewhere
in what happened to them...

(There is so much we do not know.)

We are all linked with one another;
Our hurts.
Our happy moments.
Strengths and weaknesses.

I know you love me - no mather what.
And I love you - no mather what.

I trust you
because you were allways supporting me.
You were always by my side.
Wether I was anoined by you or not.

Know that I never mean to hurt you.
Know that I will never leave you.



. . .



Actually - it IS my fault.

We are all part in a big, big play
and we are all responsable for our own actions.
I am sorry for all the times
I have hurt you.
For all the times I keep hurting you.

I am sorry for when I hurt others.
I wish not to do that.

We ALL need to love.
We all need to ask for forgiveness,
and to see our own parts in the play.
And forgive others!

Thank you for loving me
through hard times
and through the dances!

The tactique

Just put one foot ahead of the other...
Move.
...and you will be all fine.



See this from "Be Happy: A Little Book To Help You Live A Happy Life" by Monica Sheehan
The music you´ll hear is: "Cuore Di Sabbia" by Pasquale Catalano

Pretty tail!
Tonight I feel sad... Hope you are fine!

The admierer

Long ago and now

Words for 2010